Kur-ij is defined as; to act in accordance with ones belief, in spite of criticism.
Kur-ij is also defined as the quality of mind and spirit that enables a person to face difficulty without fear.
I lack courage. I lack the ability to face difficulty without fear. I freeze in moments of change and rethink situations over and over to appeal to the lack there-of. I have habituated this poor courage through fear of change, fear of comfort, fear of wealth.
I am courageous in my ability to seek change, I am courageous in my ability to recognize faults in my spirit and mind and ask why, with intent of caring. I am situated in my comfort but can still progress in moments that bring abundance. My mind can not take rewinding anymore, this cassette tape is at its end.
More opportunities are rising to my reality plane, and a lack of courage will only keep me away from the life I am praying for.