Rigmarole is defined as an elaborate and complicated procedure. Yeah my career up to date has been a rigmarole. Smh! I must be doing something wrong and right at the same time I feel like I'm on a damn rollercoaster and quite frankly I'm sick of it, my stomach turns and I'm getting sick of the ups and downs because they aren't balancing each other out, if they were I wouldn't be writing this. I'm phase one of my hotel bath amenities business, I'm looking forward to more positive outcomes in the future. Been feeling low but that's normal when you experience a bunch of unbalanced ups and downs. My energy vibration has been a bit low, I am focusing on 1 thing to create balance and a comfortable space for myself and my creativity. I just have to keep going.